New year, new series. In case you didn't know, Ryan Gosling has a new gal in his life - me, for our entire lives. It's been a secret relationship, and I thank all the Hollywood starlets who acted as his girlfriends to help me keep my privacy. My 2014 resolution, however, is to hide NO MORE! I will release these secret photos of me and Ryan Gosling, that in no way involved me photoshopping him into pictures from my past, every once and a while. Here is the first, from my trip to Zambia in 2007. It was so sweet of him to come along.