I think I may have become a little too attached to sunlight for my happiness.
As soon as winter solstice hit, I started looking up a sunrise calendar. It had this fun slider where you could move the dates forward and see sunrise get earlier and earlier. I would honestly just sit there, moving the slider back and forth, dreaming about summer and getting truly bummed out over the bump backwards in morning light that came with daylight savings.
I have also literally caught myself thinking, "Do I get to be happy?" while checking the weather reports to see if it would be sunny or rainy.
This is... extreme. And perhaps not entirely healthy behaviour.
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